I have been figuring things out.
Why did things turn out this way?
Why a sudden change in the situation?
I tried so hard to fix these puzzles back into where they were,
but am stuck now.
Would she help me in it?

Why?
I am filled with whys...
Why does she need to think if she still love me or not?
It is a feeling, isn't it?
Why is she unsure if she wants me anymore?
I promised i will nvr leave her b4...
And i seriously will keep that promise.
Not till the day i leave this world.
Why the lack of commitment?
I will stay and stand by her side even if she is stressed..
I keep having more whys appearing in my head...

Seeing couples on the street just makes me feel like hiding in a secret place where no one can find me.
In there, no one can hear my heart tearing...
In there, no one can see that i am weak...

"Is the world coming to an end?"
I can say it isnt.
I am here, if u are willing to confide in me.
I want to lend u a shoulder.
Why won't u let me?
Why are u moving ahead with everything but leaving me behind, trying to catch up with u?
I want u to take me along.
And take me close to you.

Don't use such strong words. It makes you look weak.




-New ipod
-Gain weight
-Get into finals for A div
-Good A level results